Unable to write

Why did I get this picture of Buddha on my home page. Every time I look at the picture, something tells me just 'be'. This is the 'n'th attempt and this keeps happening. I am struggling hard to get over the power of those eyes, calmness of the picture. No exaggerations. My heart melts, tears roll down, feeling connected. I need to have the peace and still would want to write. May be.